I have zero patience today and I can’t seem to shake the foul mood. For once, it’s not PMS to blame, either. I guess we’re all entitled to bad days, even if it’s our attitude that is the cause.
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It’s been a much better week. I’m starting to feel like my old self more and more every day. I’m laughing again and have my sense of humor back. I can distinguish between reality and dreams. All in all, back to where I started with some progress.
I’ve been going out every day, almost. The weather [...]
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I know, I know. It’s been forever. I’m sorry. It’s not that I don’t love you all. If you want a full explanation, I’ll have to email you the rest of the boring details. I’ll try to give a brief synopses of event since my last entry. It’s kind of a depressing story, at least [...]
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The one morning I can’t sleep in later happens to be today. My anatomy seems to be messed up, as my throat is now where my heart resides. While I know the appointment itself won’t be bad, or at least I don’t think so anyway. It’s just that pre-anxiety that’s making me so jumpy.
I have [...]
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As you can tell from my last post, I’ve had a bit of depression in addition to the anxiety and agoraphobia. Oh, and I’ve quit smoking, too. I’m just loads of fun this week! I seem to be going from moment to moment in any given attitude.
First I’ll be super excited. I can’t wait for [...]
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I’ve spent the majority of my day in bed, having strange dreams about diamonds and email and other random things. I woke up feeling hazy and weepy. I thought I was just having some kind of estrogen surge of some sort until I wound up later on the floor of the restroom. [...]
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I’m starting to think that things here in Tennessee might work out. Of course I don’t want it as a permanent solution. I want to go back to my fiance and my home desperately. I’m starting to think I just might be able to get some of these issues under control before I do, though.
I [...]
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In yet another turn of events, it seems that my son and I will be staying here in Tennessee a bit longer. No, you drama queens, it has nothing to do with my fiance and I. It’s regrettably in spite of that, even. Of course it’s not to get away from each other. No matter [...]
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My life has been utterly crazy since my last update. You’ll be glad to know that the whole hormonal thing is no longer an issue, at least for another few weeks. The rest of the updates might take more than one post, because so very much has happened. I’ll try to take it one step [...]
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Just a warning: If the mentioning of menstruating women makes you uncomfortable, this post might be one you’d prefer to skip.
Hello everyone!
Apologies for the length of time between the last post and this one. I’ve had a pretty insane case of PMS for a good week and a half now. It tends to make me [...]
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