I wish I could tell you all that I’ve not written because I’ve been doing so wonderfully that I haven’t had time. The truth, though, is that I’ve slipped into a pretty decent depression. Not so much progress as back pedaling. It all started when I was left alone for a week while my brother [...]
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I have zero patience today and I can’t seem to shake the foul mood. For once, it’s not PMS to blame, either. I guess we’re all entitled to bad days, even if it’s our attitude that is the cause.
I’ve updated a tiny bit in the past couple weeks, but I wanted to give a little [...]
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It’s been a much better week. I’m starting to feel like my old self more and more every day. I’m laughing again and have my sense of humor back. I can distinguish between reality and dreams. All in all, back to where I started with some progress.
I’ve been going out every day, almost. The weather [...]
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I know, I know. It’s been forever. I’m sorry. It’s not that I don’t love you all. If you want a full explanation, I’ll have to email you the rest of the boring details. I’ll try to give a brief synopses of event since my last entry. It’s kind of a depressing story, at least [...]
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The one morning I can’t sleep in later happens to be today. My anatomy seems to be messed up, as my throat is now where my heart resides. While I know the appointment itself won’t be bad, or at least I don’t think so anyway. It’s just that pre-anxiety that’s making me so jumpy.
I have [...]
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Today I conquered two huge fears. Leaving home with my father and going to the DMV. I cannot begin to tell you the horror I have about the DMV. But it wasn’t so bad. And it’s step one towards sorting out my health insurance. I did it. I survived. And then I came home and [...]
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As you can tell from my last post, I’ve had a bit of depression in addition to the anxiety and agoraphobia. Oh, and I’ve quit smoking, too. I’m just loads of fun this week! I seem to be going from moment to moment in any given attitude.
First I’ll be super excited. I can’t wait for [...]
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I’ve spent the majority of my day in bed, having strange dreams about diamonds and email and other random things. I woke up feeling hazy and weepy. I thought I was just having some kind of estrogen surge of some sort until I wound up later on the floor of the restroom. [...]
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I’m starting to think that things here in Tennessee might work out. Of course I don’t want it as a permanent solution. I want to go back to my fiance and my home desperately. I’m starting to think I just might be able to get some of these issues under control before I do, though.
I [...]
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