Posted on February 21, 2008 by annieagora
The one morning I can’t sleep in later happens to be today. My anatomy seems to be messed up, as my throat is now where my heart resides. While I know the appointment itself won’t be bad, or at least I don’t think so anyway. It’s just that pre-anxiety that’s making me so jumpy.
I have [...]
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Posted on February 19, 2008 by annieagora
As you can tell from my last post, I’ve had a bit of depression in addition to the anxiety and agoraphobia. Oh, and I’ve quit smoking, too. I’m just loads of fun this week! I seem to be going from moment to moment in any given attitude.
First I’ll be super excited. I can’t wait for [...]
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Posted on February 18, 2008 by annieagora
I’ve spent the majority of my day in bed, having strange dreams about diamonds and email and other random things. I woke up feeling hazy and weepy. I thought I was just having some kind of estrogen surge of some sort until I wound up later on the floor of the restroom. [...]
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Posted on February 12, 2008 by annieagora
My life has been utterly crazy since my last update. You’ll be glad to know that the whole hormonal thing is no longer an issue, at least for another few weeks. The rest of the updates might take more than one post, because so very much has happened. I’ll try to take it one step [...]
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Posted on January 28, 2008 by annieagora
I know I haven’t updated in a few days. It’s not like I can say I was busy, either. You guys already know I don’t really have that much going on. I barely ever leave my house; what could I have so pressingly important?
Nothing. I just needed a break. I’ve spent many years avoiding dealing [...]
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Posted on January 23, 2008 by annieagora
I almost didn’t blog about this. I thought letting anyone in on my sometimes ridiculously crazy thought process would be like broadcasting how pathetic I can be. I decided to just get it out of inside my head. Either to analyze later, or just for the sake of not holding on to it.
Yesterday I checked [...]
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